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Tuesday, February 16th, 2016
8:53 pm - Wake up Jeff!

Hello? Is anyone still here? There's an LJ revival going on, haven't you heard?

If no one replies to this I might just invite some people on my Flist and have a party in an abandoned LJ comm, because having a party in a real life abandoned building is just too mainstream.

current mood: crazy

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Monday, February 26th, 2007
8:31 am - And it was...


I'm new to LJ and hoping to meet people to discuss typical bullshit of day-to-day life while I waste away at work. My post will probably be mostly about the stupid ass people I hate the most at my job because this is my life! Work, fucking work-got to love it, huh! Anyway, before I start bitching too soon I'm would to chat with you all sometimes about WHATEVER!

current mood: cynical

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Monday, June 6th, 2005
10:14 pm


Hey. Are you looking for a community where you can interact with people who are knowledgable, and love their drugs? Are you looking for a chance to use your chemical expertise for the benefit of others? Are you a person with a glorious habit, and proud of it?

Well, you've found such a community where the feeling has been mutualized and concentrated.

But first you must meet Our Standards, and win the hearts of OVER HALF of our members in the form of an application process, because we are in fact one of those elitist rating communities, and its simply a way to weed out the lightweights, tasteless idiots, and typical douchewads, from the motherfuckers who know the deal, US, YOU, US. okay? alright then....

Tired of drug communities infested with brainless twits perpetuating the stereotype of the unintelligent, irresponsible, tasteless drug user? Longing to discuss your chemical love affair and lifestyle with other well-educated, well-read, socially aware users? So are we.

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Saturday, March 26th, 2005
11:17 pm

People are stupid and I hate them. Haha.

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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
2:11 am - What a good idea

This community appealed to me because it's about nothing and everything. Kind of like Seinfeld. So, I'm posting.

Hi, I'm Cheryl. I'm depressed right now and was manic earlier. I'm what's known as a rapid-cycler (bi-polar with a few other disorders thrown in). I live in Dallas, Tx with my boyfriend lokitrickster and our new miniature schnauzer puppy Bernard. I was an old-school deathrocker and now I'm just old (I'll be 30 next month....eeeek). I still listen to all the music I just can't wear the clothes and the hair (for religious reasons). I also love old punk. Besides it's a state of mind not a dress code.

Anyway, I'm afraid I'm a pretty boring person. I hate people and only like to go out to get drunk and shop (quite often at the same time). Otherwise I stay quite happilly hidden in the house. I enjoy reading and used to write bad poetry but I've had writer's block for about a year. Pisses me off.

So, that's the long and the short of it. At least for now.

current mood: depressed

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Sunday, February 20th, 2005
5:15 pm

what's the most beautiful thing in the world?

current mood: fucked

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Thursday, November 18th, 2004
1:54 am - "i'm as pure as the driven slush."

i'm going to college in NYC, but i'm from florida. vero beach to be exact... can't say i miss vero, but i really fucking miss my friends... and being near the beach. DAMN, i miss the beach.

i love my george foreman grill.

i'm gonna go have some ice tea.

current mood: discontent

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Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
3:01 pm - my doom

i scream when i wake up
visiting a strangers dream
you`re made of wax when you realize
you could melt by the fire in her eyes

rose pedals cut sharper then razor blades
the key to joy is the rain on your days parade
my glossy shadows hold no lies to idealize
the tall tales that have kept me scilent somehow

climb and crawl somewhere somehow
walk tall and fall short
look up to bring me down

you could never make the waves of pitty and
make me drown
you cant
bring me down

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Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
11:26 am - speechless

what can you to someone
who wont let you say anything at all
what can you do for someone
when all you do is wrong

they wonder how you feel
they wonder what you`re thinking
and all you can think about
is puting thier flames out
with gasoline

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Thursday, April 29th, 2004
1:17 am

WOW! I'm fucking amazed. I have not even thought about this thing in a long time and people have posted. I am a great maintainer aren't I?

My cat just dug her claws into my chest. It hurts.

current mood: amused

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Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
1:15 pm - Freedom

fuck you whore

i wish i was popular
popular like you
i wish i could have
everything no one could

i wish i was unique
unique just like you
i wish you`d look up to me
the way everyone used to

i wish you loved me
i wish i loved you too
i wish you didnt cut
so i may cut you myself

and somethings
just dont sound the same
some sound wrong
some could make you go insane
some sound used
some sound like
your confused
everybody is all the same

fuck freedom
fuck paradise
fuck my demise
fuck freedom
fuck my love
fuck your hate
fuck you whore
this ones for you

i wish i was at stake
at stake liek the future we had
i wish i was a gun
so i could kill off all of you
one by one

i wish i was so fake
so fake like my memories
i wish i was a good boy
then i`d be so much
better then before

and somethings
just dont sound the same
some sound wrong
some could make you go insane
some sound used
some sound like
your confused
everybody is all the same

fuck freedom
fuck paradise
fuck my demise
fuck freedom
fuck my love
fuck your hate
fuck you whore
this ones for you
this ones for you
this ones for you
this ones for you

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Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
7:22 pm - "Rant"

this is my latest writting. after gaining feedback from my last, i decided to give in to my feelings and write once more. here you go. my emotional rampage.

a painted halo
with stuck on wings
my playful little
with a razorblade necklace
a trace of the spaceless
chase the pace that made
your face a mystery

i`ve come a long way since we last spoke
i`ve been quiet now for too long
i`ve sang my song to those who listened

i`ve layed awake to all your eyes
the memories inside collide
when will my trust subside
for me to realize

i cant stay a while
i cant make your pain go away
i cant make you smile
with my mind in decay
today will end
the same way again

a plastic heart
vein bled hairspray
she slept in the stain again
she cryed in the rain again
campaigned for attetion
her brain an attraction
if only we could drain it once more

my friend the whore
my friend the ignorer
my friend the explorer
i knew you all
once before

i cant stay a while
i cant make your pain go away
i cant make you smile
with my mind in decay
today will end
the same way again

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Thursday, January 22nd, 2004
1:09 pm - "ink"

The pen bled through me and i could not stop it
there was something about my mind that let it flow
i began to cry ink, and felt it trickle down my spine
i feel asthough my veins are staind
the pen said i would be ok
the pen ied to my broken face
if it wasnt for my pain, then pen would cease to live
the pen is not my friend
the pen is darker the you could ever know
i sold my soul to this tube of hate
i sold my only frend and my fucking fate

current mood: artistic

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Tuesday, January 20th, 2004
11:16 am - A New Breed?

i saw this when i was lookin up journals with graphic intrest. it seems really cool to see the art up on the site. so i joined. heres a run-down of myself

Name: Mike, Juggdish, Batman, Zen (stories behind all)
Loc: Vero Beach Florida
Work: Toys R Us (electronics/games dept)
School: 1st year IRCC main campus
Intrests: Graphic design. industrial metal. NIN, a perfect circle, tool, the cure, 80`s, ANNE
Live Journal: evidentdecay
Member Of: getljcodeshere, and writtenemotions

i`m big into graphics and computer art. i`m mostly skilled in Photoshop and illustrator. right now i`m workin in page layout with quark express. i tend to gear towards the darker side of graphics. such as the rusted, dirty, grunge sort of look.

i hang out with my love anne. i`m trying to get my life back to normality. i`m now in a much better place mentaly then i was a while ago. i had stopped posting in my journal a while ago, but i brought it back to life. nothing can stop me now.

i work at toys r us here in vero. i basically run the electronics dept. it`s a good place to work sometimes, other times it`s back breaking, blood thirsty hell. but i get to play with toys.

i like to write poems. i`m just gettin back into it, but used to write alot! you can read some of them in the community called "writtenemotions"

that`s all about me. i`ll try to get some of my work up in this place.

current mood: accomplished

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Sunday, January 18th, 2004
2:14 am - Awake the moment

The unclear thoughts of dreams between white noise fill my head. I open my eyes which turn away from the light. I roll over to hide, and find you by my side. For that moment I've noticed...you are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I'm so happy your here and your mine that I cry. Your eyes open, to look into mine. You smile and say, "good morning my love". I say, "My love, good morning". On your lips mine lay to yours. To start the day with wide open doors.

My name is Jamie, I've entered this community. I'll enjoy, so as to you.

current mood: grateful

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Monday, January 12th, 2004
8:31 pm

hey everyone. people are begging for people to post, so i thought i would.

this community seems pretty cool. a not to whoever maintains it: i think to much is sort of an ironic statement, because to is supposed to be too*.

anyways, my name is megan. i love in north carolina, (i'm not from here, thank god). anyways, i'm a dork. so, try not to pick on me :D


current mood: calm

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Tuesday, June 24th, 2003
5:44 pm

no one ever writes in here. so i thought i would. i think it would be a shame to delete an entire community full of peoples thoughts and ideas. more people should write.

current mood: pensive

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Sunday, April 13th, 2003
11:29 am - please please please!!


Everyone... join nothotsex. Tell your freinds... tell your freinds to tell their freinds! Come on people! Lets get the ball rolling, eh?!

Do it!!

current mood: hopeful

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Friday, April 4th, 2003
7:00 am

No one ever writes in here. I think it should be deleted.

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Tuesday, March 18th, 2003
12:56 am - ...

I've never posted in here before, although I've been a member since...well, awhile ago. But I have a question I need to ask.

What's one to do when they're never good enough?

current mood: bitter

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